I cant sleep, this morning I was ready for a good start to the day; it felt like it was gonna be a good day....until someone *** me up.
What I ended up doing was casually piss that someone off and when I was eventually confronted, it turned out that person was as much an asshole as I was.
Our words exchanged were bitter and unresolved.
Tonight I found myself replaying today's events over and over in my head, constantly trying to justify my actions, soon those thoughts turned to hate and revenge.
I thought of things I didn't think I was capable of, scary things, horrible EVIL things.
What in hell have I become. This isn't me.
I realised, I wasn't angry at that person. I was angry at myself, what I did was selfish, ignorant and rude... and I made things worse because I was afraid.
Afraid to do the right thing.
No longer do I try to justify what I did or even hope turn back the clock.
I hope for a chance to earn back that persons respect ...and maybe... hope to be forgiven
Saturday, 18 October 2008
Friday, 3 October 2008
I usually hate adverts
So often TV ads consist of claims, insurance, price comparison, loans and did I mention insurance?
But this is one of the best and most beautiful ads I seen in a long time.
It speaks for itself.
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