My YouTube problems

My problem with youtube is that I concentrate so hard on making a video to satisfy my subscribers that I forgot about what it is to make videos just for myself.

The more subscribers I have earned, the harder I find it to upload another video simply because I see my subscribers as an audience all looking to me with high expectations; like an audience who expect this fantastic show. My biggest fear is to disappoint them.

I have fallen into the trap of being too concerned over what other people think of me, too concerned about loosing subscribers that it takes me longer than ever to upload a new video.

My recent three videos were made purely for myself (artistic filming, jumper spoof and cliff fall) and that’s what I need to get back into doing.

I need to be selfish for once; forget about the audience and remember what it is that I enjoy most.